Jennifer Weber
Dear god,
I know you are doing everything in your power to help all the problems in the world today, and the list is mighty full so I'll make this short. I dont understand why by 30 I have attended over 60 funerals of loved ones, but I know you have a plan. I didn't hold anger against you after my lack of ability to stop my friends suicide, but instead witness it, I knew you still had a plan. I know that you would never give me what I cant handle, but you took my 8 year olds sons father from him and I dont understand why. I cant afford to house him or raise him as he deserves, I cant take away the hurt he feels, I cant make him be the best he can be because I am lost and dont know how. Please please please, send me some sign we'll make it