I have relapsed from alcohol many times, but this time, I had a great talk with my son and he said how I’m a completely different person on it. When I’m sober I’m like a Saint, (his words!) and would do or help anyone, on it I get angry easy. This has caused a lot of issues and pain during my marriage. That’s it, I don’t want to hurt anyone anymore. Even though our kids are older, I can’t stand the thought of not being with her and enjoying the rest of our lives together - for the great sober times to come. All I ask is that you pray that she has mercy on me and try to work this out through God’s power because I need his strength everyday to stay sober as hard as it is through this time in my life. Thank you and God Bless!!!!