My husband Brad is a heroin user and has been fighting it for 3 years. He is finally serious about his recovery. But we keep running into walls as far as trying to get into outpatient care rehab. And it's just really really hard for him. And meanwhile I can't be myself. I don't know who I am anymore through this process. I'm trying to trust God and go His route. But it's extremely hard and my business is suffering because of it.